Feel Trapped

I am new to this site but I just want to say the two ladies who answered me are very kinda and inspiring with your motivating words ..Thank you so much for the prayers and like i said i know many people are worse off then me so i dont want to sound like a whining wimp ..Life is what we make it ..i just am so absorbed in working i cant seem to focus on living life the way i would like with my family ..Im sure god will steer me in the right direction ..i dont doubt thatfor a minute

Hi Dee, You have indeed gone through so very much. My heart just breaks for you. I will pray for you. I know for a FACT that God can change one's life around for the best. Get with a good faith-believing, good teaching group church and good positve support groups. Read every peice of 'faith' materials (including the bible) that you can get your hands on. God can bring you out of this. Keep your trust in Him. I know it seems really dark now. I know things seems really impossible. But the things that seems impossible to us are the very things that are VERY possible to God. I am so sorry for the loss of your mom and your sister. I am sorry for the loss of your 'jerk'(hubby) LOL! I've been divorced before, can't you tell!! Seriously, going through a divorce can be worse than losing one through death because the ghost is still walking around. I'm sure you can tell how highly I think of my "ex". LOL. However, I can testify to God's goodnes. I have been married to my present husband for over 10 years. I love him dearly. This marriage is a thousand times better. I am so much happier. God is truly the God of second chances. _______________ L ord, Please comfort Dee in the loss of her mother and her sister. Heal her broken heart. Be with her. Provide for all of her needs. Increase her finances. Bless her with a new car. Bless her with a high paying, low stress job with short hours. Bless her with the support that she needs. Send her companion and a help mate for her. Send someone that will help her, love her, take care of her and bring her joy. Let him do her well and no harm all the days of her life. Amen.

Your so kind ..And yes i am very connected to god ..he is who gets me through the hard times ..sometimes it amazes me the strength he gives me through my belief in him ..Sorry if I was venting ..Just i know there has ti be a better way to make money yet have time and energy to be with my family ..I feel quality time with my family is suffering so thats why i am most concerned ..Im always working so cant do all the "mom": things i use to ..anyway thanks for your sweet and comforting words ..Im so sorry to hear about your loss of your baby ..Its very emotional and heartbreaking I know .I wish you a speedy recovering and god works in strange ways ..i am sure he will bless you again in the future .keep the faith !

Hi, honey don't feel guilty about being overwhelmed. You have been through alot and God never inteneded for you to have to bear it all alone. For one thing, I think you need to get into a support group, a womand bible study or some kind of womens support group. I know it may sound trifle, but it's not. I started going last year to a women's bible study, (not even at my church) but just the kindness and support i have been shown has been a blessing beyond words. plus other women know of local resources and things in your area that can really help you. Just take that step of faith, just like you did to come here and say, ok I am at my wits end....and share it there and get someone who can look you in the eyes, hold your hand and say it's ok and you are not alone. I am so sorry about the loss of your mom. I just had a miscarriage last week on Monday, and it has been devestating to say the least. But the thing is, God never said we had to go through this world, the joys and pain alone. Reach out, because I know He is reaching out to you...and you are precious to Him.